Outbursts

Sometimes I want to exclaim something so emotional. I want to tell someone I love them for the sake of feeling the emotion that comes with speaking those words and meaning it slightly. I act so that I can feel the wave of overwhelming attention and excitement that comes with uncontrolled exclamations. But then I remember that I cannot live in this society and act like that. I can not be a human and disregard other humans' feelings like that. I still want to, though. Then the moment passes.